Once I was asked from the city of Vukovar - in which the air is mixed with death due to fire and the last screams brutally killed, to write an article entitled: "The Christian's ability to be a loser." Wondering eyes I looked at the letters lined up in this sentence: What kind of sentence? Is it possible to write any text below this heading in this city of the dead? I have long left him by the side of fighting in their own inner thoughts and words, the fate of returnees who have lost all property, children, parents, husbands, loved ones .... Yes, all of them, saying human vocabulary.
Increasingly me in these reflections faced one text - the words of the Gospel: "My God, my God, why hast thou forsaken me ..." - the cry of Jesus from the cross, chained and helpless, while the crowd stared at him with blank eyes and heartless hate shouting "Crucify him, crucify him!" Is not that right was crucified and Vukovar - Croatian people? Do not crowd screamed: Crucify him, obey him, kill him, and he shall destroy it, delete it from the face of the earth? Did not my people lost everything? Jesus on the cross wasted life; and my people crucified by the will of the powerful exhaled into sobs?
Long I was hiding in the mind of Jesus' commitment to the Father: "Father, into your hands I commit my spirit." Trust in the Father who allows such a terrible bloody end to the Son? If the Father is allowed to Son, you can expect my people?
She was supposed to go cold silence of the grave my soul. It was cold and horrible. A shiver cool stuff soul is freezing in the thought of the scattered graves of my people. And where is the Christianity of the world who noisily celebrated "Christian holidays?" What are you celebrating? The triumph of evil? Celebrate the emptiness of his soul? Does the world even soul? Yes, the crowd celebrated the death of Pontius Pilate cool stuff washing his hands of cynicism: "I'm clean from the blood of this ..." cool stuff
He was killed by evil, Jesus on the cross not surrender to evil, "Father, forgive cool stuff them, for they know not what they do!" Yeah, maybe they did not know what they do? Romans it was a ploy, and the people? My people are evil perpetrators knew what they wanted: Are! They knew! Know and want to become the incarnation of evil, which aims to only one thing: someone to do evil. Behold, these evil becomes a craft. Well-paid.
Did not give me the peace that Jesus "attitude"! I had no need for hatred and revenge. Something is smoldering in my soul and sought a fresh breeze to the flames flare up. All the doors of my soul was locked, with a stamp on them: I gave the hatred cool stuff that went into this cold that seemed iceberg; a spark is looking a little less than that slowly burned in ...
"They killed them in front of my eyes ..... I pray to God to give me strength to them all that I can forgive ...." devastated better Vukovar old woman can not be reconciled with hatred and desire for revenge. What if the power of faith springs from that old woman! The window in my soul opened. This, she lost everything. She is aware of the one: she has only bare life they do not want to lose for eternity. She forgives ... forgives, that - forgiving.
Almost killed the evil, the old woman did not hand over evil. Jesus is the force with which the old woman and the fight against evil. A reason for revenge was to spare. I felt that her inability to become a loser evil revenge. As much as it was a small, stooped from years ago, devastated by experiences from the past, it becomes a strong woman who inflicts cool stuff evil deathblow: crashes evil in his own abyss, because it has made life a chance: "In your hands, Lord, I want to lay everything I have: your life.
And today? God, I do not have today more back in those years when my people covered the grave of history. The same day that you have done it then, put stamps on the grave of my people starving seals on more than četiristotinetisuća unemployment, deprivation and humiliation seals creators Croatian cool stuff freedom, fake seals meal and sign everything that smells of religious and Catholic-Christian and Croatian, seal their arrogance over the poor who dig for their survival in the trash heaps, seals not successful businesses that work feed thousands of families, seals arbitrary meal and charges cool stuff without liability, the seals on the rights cool stuff and obligations of parental upbringing of their children, the seals on the long and carefree childhood, seals poisoning children and young monstrosity and unnatural ideologies, seals of Croatian religious,'s humanitarian and patriotic values .... Seals ... seals ... seals ....
And my people, all silent. Shut up, because he knows that his violence is not innate, that violence only calling evil and death, cool stuff that violence destroys itself. My people are silent because he knows that the seal on the tomb of Jesus could not stop the power of eternal life.
Jesus at his death descended into the darkness of the human soul, the human subconscious, to everything there buried illuminating and redeemed. Do not bury a man so much in his soul weaknesses, errors, deficits, fears and dangers? So much for the mortal and demonic lies in the soul of man. Did not found the man
