I feel really exhausted after hours of homework for English (courses) and now to start writing here

Well as we officially passed mid night and is children's day, that means it's my day, how nice for me! I really thought I would be the one to post on Facebook that is your day but apparently we are all ridiculous, that part for me is good because it means that we still feel children or at least we want to be again, I just hope to get adulthood even keep my mind of a child and so my life would not be as boring as usual.
I feel really exhausted after hours of homework for English (courses) and now to start writing here makes me hurt hand almost unbearable form accompanied by a severe headache and a huge desire to puke my guts up but good Also another reason I'm karneval 2013 here is to waste time writing and not remember a guy that I have little time to meet virtually Culican karneval 2013 is here, his name is Martin and we've been talking lately Facabook. In fact while I'm talking to apologize for not being able to connect earlier and that is accompanied by his cousins and he does not want to look our conversations, but really karneval 2013 makes me feel good to be discreet in his things with him because I unwrap completely and feel the confidence to talk about any subject, after apologizing all I could answer was "OK" and I understood, then I got to do homework to put my brain to work and not be thinking nonsense and after an elapsed time drives me to speak but as I was making it difficult for English was somewhat karneval 2013 annoyed karneval 2013 and decided not to answer, after another unnecessary explanation that premiums remained with him and did not want them to see our conversations waited for me to be disconnected to send an inbox, this time I was busy doing English task of explaining, which was true but I did not tell him was that I was a little upset.
Right now you're talking about another boy, his name is Ivan Ochoa and is a man of forty years old, is a very boring person and somewhat irksome, but I must admit that if I keep the talk is just for the fact that flattered me and tells me nice things but right now I do not feel enough mood to tolerate, what really want and need is to write and write, vent telling karneval 2013 what is happening right now and what I feel, Maldita karneval 2013 Sea! then I feel bad and I answer that guy off without saying goodbye, desperate people like me. Well apparently not disconnect, just got in offline mode and I keep talking, that makes me more upset by anything else make me mad.
Liking a guy forty is nothing more cute and if an ugly man without money, he told me he likes me and loves unravel my, what aims to tell me that? Do you think they'll let me grab just to tell me that? It's nice when people Alagoas and tell you you're handsome or cute or just friendly if that physical beauty is not your thing but someone forty years I tell you is disturbing.
I really have thought about doing this kind of diary helped me to feel much more filed, thus I can write anything that comes to my mind and know that no one will read it gives you a sigh of infinite relaxation.
Really this will be the proper way to vent? Many times I have told family and friends that I'm emo style very seriously and do not talk or express my way of thinking openly, and no, not talking about my sexuality that so far my best friends do not know, much less take care you know my family, but my mother has always been more worried about that apart from being a bit antisocial But how not to be? If at this time full of technology people have become more stupid and less interesting, although I must admit I have become karneval 2013 more open minded to the "taboo" sexual preference. Also not to anyone you can tell all your secrets and to appear as far and not found anyone to show me that trust preferred and translate it into my notebook.
I am excited just remembered that my good friend Estela visit me on Monday at school, I hope and be true just so I'll have an excuse not to get into any kind and can I discuss some issues that only she and I know, I just hope I'm not bitter or busy that day because it is assumed that a week ago should have entered the service but decided to have the full rental is obviously not fair that other than it is a strength and not pay me no do not give me the complete holiday It is an outrage.
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